Friday, January 16, 2009

Coming Home To A New WAR!

I have resently come back from a tour in Afghanistan and since then there has been alot going on in my life. I have to say that I did not see it coming. For those of you who do not know Bea and I have seperated and I have been raiseing Katelyn for the ;ast month on my own. My wife is a wounderful person I do not know what happened since I was not here for a year but in that year I guess we grew apart and she does not like me any more. It is hard to deal with I thought the war was over for me but I have come back to another one. I am willing to fight for the love of my wife and to get her back. Having a 6 year old is hard work and I give major props to my wife for doing it for a year but now that she is not around I have to do it on my own too. Kayelyn and I have fun though and pray every night that God will help mom and dad get the help they need. Katelyn and I play lots of games and she sings and write peoms which is so funny because she has to act them out. she loves to read and we color alot to. It saddens me that Bea is not around to see it and enjoy it with us. I have been reading the Bible alot and praying very day and the verse that sticks out the most is 1 corinthians 13 the love verse. I amtrying to do as it says and forving not hild wrongs in my heart and be patient and know that love can indure ant situation. I would appriciate all the prayers for us as we can get during this time.I am new at the bill paying thing and that is stressful too and being able to do things by mysefl is hard to but I know I have to do it and stop doing nothing and start doing something to occupy my day and mind from the stress that I have. I love my wife more than anything and will do anything to get her to love me to and come back to work on things. She was my rock and a great super mom when she was here but she has lost her way and I hope she finds her way back before it is to late. I will be waiting for her and am ready when she is to work on things and get back to the wonderful loving marrage we had before I left. Please come home we miss you so much baby and don't want this to end till death do us part.